Dear GOD

Dearest god, please give me strength to brave him. Although I know he is just my dream. And I'm sure you know when I was sad or when I despaired.
PLEASE god, hug me. I'll never be strong without you.
Nobody knows that he hurt me with his own way. you must know that he never hurt me physically but he broke my heart.

Those girls all round you. And I'm jealous although in the other side you're not mine.
And for you. Yes you.....
If you read this note I want you know that I love you very much but I know THAT god will save me from the one who's not deserve INCLUDING YOU.
I hate you very much but my heart love you so much. Yeah it's a hard fighting right.

And over all this is life, the happiness, sadness and heartache will decorate your life.